Responsibility????

  Zzzzzzzz.............. Last time principal did talk about the character quality to all of us.... and responsibility is one of the character quality and my principal did talk about responsibility to us last time but it seen like............................... not all of us understand??????????????????

 

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  One day,Snow was asked to do 1 procedure to 1 patient and Snow had done it.... When Snow was about want to keep all the thing back to the cupboard, suddenly, Y came to Snow and ask Snow to do the same procedure to another patient. Snow wasn't know that there has another patient need to do that procedure then told her that she had finish the job. Y told Snow that there has another patient and ask Snow to do since the patient was from Snow's bay. "Why don't you go do since the senior had ask you to do?" Snow asking Y then Y had no choice and went back and told senior about that.... Lucky, the senior had saw Snow doing the procedure so she ask Y to do that procedure to the other patient. "Ok, i will do. Leave the trolley to me since i going to do the procedure" said Y to Snow.

 

  While Snow is about want to go for tea break, Y had stopped Snow from leaving the ward. "Snow, i need you teach me the procedure since i long time dint do already". " Ok, i will teach you"

 

   While Snow teach the procedure, suddenly, the other super senior who from different ward with Snow and Y, had came to the toilet.

   "Who haven get the collect stool specimen's cross yet? Now my ward got 1." said the super senior

   "I want! I want!" Snow and Y were answer but Y was shout louder then Snow.

   "I want to do... i haven get the cross yet... Senior, let me do la" Said Y

   "Ok, you follow me, after we collect i will call Clinical Instructor come"

    Snow was very angry that Y was about to follow super senior to go.. " Hey Y, don't do your thing half way then throw to me..."

   "Snow you do lar... since that patient is from your bay."

   "Yesterday the observation is from your bay what!!!! I ask you to do together at the end what to you do?"

 

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   Snow was same shift with Y... and Snow had to do inventory that day... While Snow is about to do the inventory, suddenly the ward aid had ask Snow to do observation in the other bay. Snow was planing to do the observation first then do the inventory, suddenly Y was walk.

  "Come come Y, we do observation in your bay la!"

  "Today i got inventory... i want to do now"

  "..." Snow had noting to said about it and just let Y to do inventory... one of Snow's partner know about it and she had came over there to help Snow do the observation. In the end, Y never came back to her bay and help to do the observation.

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  "..."

  "Never mind la, i ask the patient to pang sai first and after that i will find you to collect the specimen."

  "Ok la..."

  Snow just watching them and suddenly Snow remember something.

  "Senior, why dont you go find your junior in your ward to do that? They also haven get the cross yet!" said Snow by using mandrin

  "Oh ya horr, ok i go find them.."

  The super senior was leaving. Snow and Y continue teach the patient and after teaching, Y push the trolley immediately to the treatment room and prepare something... Guess what? She was having a runing assignment. That mean she was throw the job to Snow and do the other things....

  Next day Snow was complain to the Clinical Instructor about Y. After Y finish her running assignment( because that day wound was so complicate so have to do again) she start complain to Snow's partner... Guess must be that issue

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  So what to do? If she is an pure indian gal i still can understand that most of the indian got "problem" one... But She was a Christian Indian gal... Oh well.... just wait and see what is happening next....

 

Gathering~~~~~

  Today i have a gathering with ace and max since max was coming back penang Thursday. He had come to fetch me as usually, and drive me to Prangin mall ( i though they are joking when max telling me that they change the plan already, last time we was plan go to gurney one @@) We and reach prangin early then ace, and we had go to cinema to seach for the movie that we want to watch and at the end we had decided to watch Neraka19...

  After that we had meet ace and we had on the way to pizza huat... i saw one of my classmate( i dont wan to mentioin who is she)... make me feel like i wan to hide from there ><"..... Then we having our lunch at pizza huat.... ^^......

  About the movie..... i had no comment... cause at the end it show noting???????????(one word.... WEIRD~~~~~~) @ @ After that Max decide to send Ace to gurney ( he was request max to send ^^).... and we "throw" ace at Gurney.. =P.......

  Around 6pm i reach my college with my roti canai =)

Friendship can stand forever????

  Well, this kind of question already make me confuse almost long time ago.... perhaps i don't believe or trust anyone?? Don't know why i still prefer alone or what... When someone had been forgotten me i will feel like she/he had betray me behind... That the main reason i won't simply tell my own problem with someone unless i feel i have confidant with he/she... Or maybe i need a listener to listen what i had face these few years... Yeah, life is tough but we still have to face it...

  Well, i also don't know what happen actually happen to me after these years. Lost of the feeling angry when people laugh behind me when they purposely make joke in front of me. I don't feel anything weird about these world until people came to me and tell me the truth to me that they had make use of me and purposely want to blame me if our team lost in volleyball competition for them to release their stress.

  Sometime i feel that i'm very idiot when "friend" had invite me to join their trip to play in prangin so i had apply a late pass for that night until the day before outing they still need send another "friend" to inform me that i can't join them because they had replace with another "friend"... I was very angry with them for throwing me behind yet i have to settle my late pass issue since i was in hostel whole day without going anywhere... The next day someone feel very embarrassed when they knew that one of them din't eat anything while they having dinner but not because of "put airplane" on me... The "friend" who come to inform me feel very sorry to me so i have forgive all of them and let this issue pass...
 
  But, it seem like not that easy... One day our collage having a welcome party for new group who join in this collage and i had plan to come down for dinner before go to party. I had discuss with 1 of them about the time to going down to having dinner together yet when the time reach they went down together without calling me down until i have to come out and find out what happen. I was realize that i have been forgotten by them especially the girl who is i close with. I feel very fed up with all of them and i had start realize that the girl was changed. Before that someone had mention before that someone told her that she had changed... Don't know why... i feel like she had betray me behind...

  I don't want to think too much about this because if i think too much, i feel like i'm the person who jealous with another people who close with her. She was the first person who very close with me in Collage in first week yet now she had close with another person. When i had knock her door and invite her to go dinner on Sunday, most of the time she had refuse because the person she close with will bring her going out for dinner... Beside that, i feel like i'm idiot when i came to two of them when having 5 minute break. Just standing for doing noting...

  Because of that i think that i better get far away from her from now on so i won't meet her if possible. I know i was trying to eacape away from truth but yet i still want to continue it. I don't wish to because a idiot person who always stay beside her forever cause i know one day they will throw me alone. In my heart she still is my best friend in the collage but for her i think the person who always treat her was the best friend in her heart... Thank to her, i recover from my high fever within few days. The day she having high fever, i was "scold" by one of them for do not know she was having high fever after dinner. I feel like i was very unless and unable to help her that day and her best friend was going out buy the thing that stick at forehead for her.

  Maybe you all think that i'm idiot. Yes i admit that i'm idiot for not doing anything. Most of them told me before that don't always blame myself yet i have to blame myself for useless... I can not do anything when she having high fever but she had sacrifice herself to take care of me. Although i trying to get far away from her, inside my heart she still is my best friend in the collage... Bye bye... Wish you can stay happy together with her...

Xiang Sheng Competiton

23/6/2007 - Sat
  This is the day which my friends - Joan and Nicholas going for 1 competition - Xiang Sheng Competition.... We start our journey at early morning 8am and reach Komtar at 9.30am.... The competition start at 10am.... We had our lunch at KFC and after that it's was their turn to persent thier "Xiang Sheng"..

 

  Ish, Nicholas, dont simply said Joan that she dont had any boyfriend at the stage... Don't forget her boyfriend also came with us and help record somemore.... Nicholas i believe that today u will die for sure LOLZ................

 

  Too bad since they can't get final but at least they had try their own best already.... It quite sad since their persentation also not bad since alot of ppl also enjoy~.... Well, remember... DONT GIVE UP!!!

Holiday diary~~~ Don't play play with High Fever

10/6/2007 - Sunday~

  Today we plan to go tokong ke lo shi... We walk here walk there, half way rain... lucky we bring umbellar with us... On the way back, walao my friend @ @ (noting to say le since they skillfull... always ask for discount...) Actually i also brought 1 cloth from there la... From RM12 discount untill left RM6 (How evil i am @ @). After that we eat The Most Famous Penang Laksa at there before go back to hostel...

  After i having dinner... suddenly i feel that my body hot so i go take my own temperature... OMG 37.8..... oh guess i having low fever so i continue play my lap top untill i feel like something wrong with me so i go check.... OMG 38.9!!!! HIGH FEVER!!!!!!! I stop immediately and rest... But i remember my friend hamtaro said must go bath so i have no choice have to force myself to bath... (actually if can i dont wish to bath but have to la... if not Hamtaro will kill me on sight).... Then i rest untill Hamtaro back then she find out that my temperature had increase to 39.2~~~!!!! She do cold compress and tepid spaning on me... but soon Lily, Sook Ching and Lee Ching come to my room and all do Cold Compress and Tepid Spaning ON ME @ @...(scary experience.... hope it wont happen forever in my life).. Untill 12.00am ++ my temperature had low down to 37.8 then they all stop and go back sleep...

P/S: The main reason i dont wan go hospital is i scare i will get admit in hospital since my temperature was 39.2.... once i get admit it wont be a nice day for me.... become a patient was a bad dream for me + i dont know when i will discharge...(It happen to someone who having high fever and get admit in hospital... 2 cases already i dont wish to become the 3rd person who admit because of high fever~~)

11/6/2007 - Monday

  My temperature had increase to 38.2... at least better then yesterday so i decided to go to see doctor.... after see doctor said i just having a low fever... noting happen to me (doctor, u dun know i had experience high fever yesterday LOLZ) Hamtaro stay back to take care me and the other go for KTV (Ahem, i anti KTV cause i had bad experience in KTV last time.... Next time dont bring me go KTV, Pub and hotel can already)

12/6/2007 - Tuesday

  Finally i get well and i go Prangin with Hamtaro and Lee Ching.... YAHOO~!! I'm free~~~~~

13/6/2007 - Wed

  Time to go back home~ Thank to Hamtaro and her father who willing to send me back to my house~~~

14/6/07 - 19/6/07

  Noting special. Just play, eat and sleep...

20/6/07 - Wed

  Suddenly i receive 1 sms from Joan about my old old old friend who was my leader last time - Lik How, he get Medical at UKM... What a good news~~

21/6/07 - Thursday

  I go gathering with my old friends who study at Seberang Jaya. We had Chat alot. After that we go to Lik How's house since we had long time no meet him after he get his own SPM last time. Receive a news which is my kor accident.. Thank god it was noting happen to him... so tomolo gurney trip cancel already...

22/6/07 - Friday

  Noting Special~~~

The Story between Snow & Phantom ^^

One day i had read back all my testimonial at my friendster and realize that one of my best friend had asking that i'm still remember the day that how two of us met.... Hehehe.... Guess what? Of course i'm still remember ^^

  15 May 2006 was the first day for Snow who had decided to study Form 6 in S.M.K Seberang Jaya. Snow doesn't know the way to the school, before that Snow had ask one of her friend - Celestine and she had invite Snow to join her in that morning but Snow had refuse her because scare giving a lot of trouble and actually Snow scare to join Celestine because Snow heard that Celestine's brother - Azuru who was the person who drive the car @ @....

  There is noting special about the school... Teacher having orientation to let everyone to be familiar in this school ( Snow was transfer from the other school because the school don't have Form 6)

  Snow still remember... The day which is the class having the time to select the new monitor of the class and vise monitor. That is the first time Snow know about Phantom, he was be selected to become class monitor because most of Snow's schoolmate prefer to choose him then the other one... And Celestine had been selected to become vice monitor.

  Phantom love to talk especially when he talking with Celestine, they love to debate whatever they want. And one day suddenly they find out they need a treasurer so they decided to choose Snow as treasurer. Snow still remember the day before holiday, Phantom had become the leader who is going to lead Snow's friend go escape from the gate behind the school. That was very funny once they had success escape.

  After the few day which is Snow back from school holiday, Phantom had bring a bad news for Celestine that is Phantom decided to go AIMS for studies. So Celestine and Phantom had decided to choose Snow to become a new monitor of the class. With Phantom's help Snow had familiar with the school.

  One day, Chemistry teacher having an experiment and she want 2 person in 1 group. That time, Snow was neglected by all of her schoolmate and she was cry at the behind. Phantom suddenly had notice and he came to Snow and give tissue to her. Besides that, Phantom had invite Snow to join experiment with him (he was same group with Azuru). Snow was very happy that got people willing to group with her. Start from that day, Snow and Phantom had become a good friend and even whole class and Pn Savitri, the English teacher thought Snow and Phantom are in relationship. Phantom always accompany Snow no matter what subject they having and even rest time they still talk together. Because of Phantom, Snow get another 2 new friend - Tricia and Johnson.

  The day before Phantom leave, the teacher had decided to distribute the class become 2 class and unlucky the teacher had ask Celestine to make the name list of the two class. First time Celestine was told Snow about this that Snow will remain in first class, who know suddenly Snow had been change to 2nd class and she never tell Snow about that. It is unfair for Snow and Snow had told Phantom about this matter and Phantom also realize that Celestine distribute the class base on their friend and their gang. Within few minute Snow and Phantom going to searching Mr Mat Nor and complain about that. Besides that, Pn Savitri also know about that and at the end Pn Savitri had distribute base on the list that Celestine had made... Thank to Phantom who was willing to help Snow before he leave the school and Snow shall remember him forever who was a best friend of Snow.

Start loving yourself before regret what u did in past!

Actually i went to ward working for 3 week... now is 2nd week and i saw 1 patient who have HIV positive (he from Medan)...

First time he was admit because he had headache about 3 week if i don't get it wrong... First time i was him he was unconscious all the time... That time doctor still don't know the main reason cause headache so need collect specimens for investigation. At the end staff nurse collect blood send to laboratory... They found out that he was HIV patient (HIV positive).

I think that he know his own condition if i don't get it wrong. He was very depress until he wanted to go out from bed to show that he was normal. Even his relative and his own wife can't stop him for doing that. His brother was require staff nurse for giving him injection for let him calm down.

I can see by my own eye that he love his own wife very much yet he have to go away from them in future because of the HIV ( He just 30++ years old)...And i can see that he look like very regret that what he had did in past(Although i don't know how he get HIV)... I feel very sorry for his wife because of him. His wife still willing to take care of him and always sit beside him. The next time he was very confuse until he become a child when kindargarten. He always shout: " Teacher, don't beat me..." Yet we all can not do anything for him include his relative and especially his own lovely wife.

Guys, did you think about your own family and your beloved before you did anything that will effect your own health in future? I know most of people don't care because they don't bother about their own life and future. But, once you become ill you will start regret why you had begin doing this and that... And your parent and your beloved will suffer because of you... They have to spend their time and have to earn money for treat you ill... But once u get terminal illness for example ADIS, they can't doing anything even to save your life too!

So, guys u have to start step out and stop your bad behavior like smoking or having intercourse around with different girls. Now of course you can't feel anything but you had made yourself to go to hell and once it is the time go out, all people who beside with you can not do anything for you. Step 1 step for your own future, and your own beloved.

Is that call as RESPONSIBILITY??

Last Saturday my collage having monthly assembly. Our principal had teach us a new Character quality - Responsibility. She had explain the meaning of responsibility yet our seniors from semester 2 came out and present to make us get a clear picture of responsibility... Who knows......................................

 

26.3.2007 (Monday)

Before Mr Chin came in our classroom... the gal (lets us call her as X) suddenly throw our group Basic Nursing Science's Assigment to me (we had ask our Clinical Instructor - Ms Margaret check our Assigment before we pass it to Ms Ho...) and ask me to type the assigment... I ask the main reason why she dint type then she gave me an excuse that she busy doing her Moral Assigment last 2 days... (That time i was dont know that she had finish the Moral Assigment before the day).. After that i discuss with two of my friend and i had found out that she gave me an excuse....Zzzzzzzzzzzzzz..... Is that the responsibility that our principal mean??

 

*Back to Saturday*

After our Assembly we went back to our ward... Before we went for our lunch Ms Margaret suddenly take out our assigment and check for us... That time i thought i have to retype the assigment again(cause last time the assigment was type by me =) ) Then suddenly X grab the assigment from my hand and said she want to type and ask me to PRINT... That time i was wordless cause i can't understand Ms Margaret's handwriting @ @..... Ended up, What she did? Throw her duty to me and gave me an excuse... Just two day after assembly so fast she forget what character quality that our principal tought us...

To my dear friend - Alex Ch'ng

Dear Alex:

 

  It nice when u had msg me by using friendser... it make me surprise that u had suddenly send me a msg, and u wanted to apologize about the last case that had causes our friendship break immediately... Actually i had think whole the cases and i feel that also my fault. I already wanted to find u at Pacific since Tricia told me that u working over there.. And i had saw u with someone 1 day walking and when i chase u was disappear... And we had met when the MUET exam... I know myself that i doing bad thing like said that i dun know u, actually i had no face to face u since i'm the one who make both of us argue...

 

  And after that we had a date when my birthday, i had waiting u long time ago and i'm scare that i had making mistake that i had wait wrong place. But once i heard that u had sent to general hospital i was surprise ><".... I know u are healthy last time but i dun know what had happen to u during the day after our friendship break... And after this Saru told me that u feel very sad once our friendship break... i know this might be my fault to make u become like this... and now u become the person who lying on the bed... i feel very badly actually...

 

  Alex, this is not ur fault cause u had fail to met me. I went to read ur blog few days ago... It very sweet when i read it... Now the only thing i can do is just hope ur operation is success... I promise after this we shall meet again... And we celebrate my birthday together :)

My birthday

  15.3.2007 - This is the day which is my 19th birthday. Early morning i recieve the bomb from my classmate Sue Ling and after that recieve from my another friends that is Yuan Chao and Pei Ying.

 

  During the English class, suddenly Miss Chiew asking:" Is any one celebrete birthday" then many ppl immediately said out my name @ @... Scary LOLzz.. Miss Chiew still want all most of my classmate sing birthday song for me @ @(pai se lolz)...................

 

  After that i had prepare myself and waiting for my old friend. Suddenly he told me that he unable to make it... Actually he was admit in ward... His brain got something.... ><" (i wish that is noting happen to him)

Fall Sick =.="

9.3.2007

Today is my friend birthday... it seem she dint fell well(she fall sick actually) and i wish her..... actually i already feel that my throat not very well yesterday and today get running nose pula.... sigh....

 

Then i have to force myself go for clinical practice and doing bed bath for my patient.... After finish it, i can feel that my sick become worse and Fish Fish encourge me to see doctoc since we no need to pay... Oh well... i will think about it...

 

During the way to back to classroom, min min asking me that i got fever or not but i dun sure that either i got fever... Then she tell me that i got fever but i dun believe it ><".......... During take 5 rest at Mr Jamal class i asking my birthday friend that wan go see doctor or not and she agree with me.... ok then we go to see doctor during lunch time....

 

And after i see doctor... Wait for medicine i feel that my body abit hot then i asking my roomate Paw to feel that i'm having fever or not... And she say YES!! Oh My God.. i never tell doctor that i having fever.... *Faint*

 

After finish class, i immediately rush back my room and take my own tempeture... And it is the prove that i'm having fever... 37.6 degree celcius.... Sigh... i have to walk to shop and buy mee for myself... Walk half way i met Guan Guan.... and i have sucuss to buy my own mee by myself and walk back by myself (thx god... Lucky i dint faint halfway LOLZ)

 

Pei Pei invite me to cook mee together and we did it... After that i take a nap and finally sleep =.=.......

 

10.3.2007

Feel Well abit but i still got running nose...Zzzzzzzzzzzz i hate running nose...

Penang Gathering Trip 2

Actually we dint plan properly this time la... but cause we got transport it bring alot of benifit ^^ LOLZzzzzz (Max dun kill me plz :P)

 

9.00am - Saru, Jennifer and Chany reach my house. We walk to morning market and wait for bus

10.00am - Who know bus will arive at this time... ok at least better then no bus at all LOLz.....

10.30am - Reach Jeti. Take Ferry

11.00am - Take 1-1 bus to Tanjung Bunga.... need pay RM1.70 @ @... Zzz we dun know the prize the bus driver no need to scold us and said us like zao lo zzz..............

12.00pm - Reach 1-stop (Muahahaha Thx to Max cause last time he did bring me go 1-stop before so i remember abit....) and walk to Gurney~

12.15pm - YES!! FINALLY CAN REACH GURNEY BY OUR OWN LOLZ~~~~~~~~~~ (cause last time i lost my way to gurney and need they fatch me LOLZ... Just refer my last last blog ^^")

1.00pm - Ace kor arive... They wan take lunch at Nando but i perfer eat the other thing cause the price..... @ @....... After that follow my sis and Saru go eat McD ^^

2.00pm - Go buy Binkini for Serene LOLZzzz...

3.00pm - Go to 1-stop and play over there...

4.30pm - Ace kor leave, Max bring us go to Tanjung Bunga there eat Laksa ><"

6.00pm - Go to Farlim Game Free cafe play O2jam with Max and Chany @ @.... Saru play dota with my sis @ @... ish... Max so geng in O2jam one... always get cool and i always get good =.=...

7.30pm - Go Green Lane's McD.... enjoy eating and wait for Mystic...

8.30pm - Max send us back Jeti

9.15pm - ISH... Nearly can't get Bus cause they wan rest already... then Neko and Saru said:" HARRR!!!" SO LOUD then dun know y suddenly the bus driver change his mind and let just sit the bus @ @.......

10.00pm - Reach home @ @

Happy Chinese New Year~~~

Aiks... all ppl also know Chinese New Year = Children happy cause can collect ang pao again..... but actually they dun know the most headache is parent cause they have to pack ang pao for them LOLZzzzz.... and children never notice that actually give ang pao just look like exchange ang pao with another ppl = thier parent's own money..... =.=...................

 

How much i get? just little only not much la..... just get RM241 nia =.="

 

RM50 x2 = RM100

RM10 x 8 = RM80

RM5 x 5 = RM25

RM1 x 36 = RM36

 

Total = RM241

 

What i know is my father gave me RM50 and the other one is my grandma(if i dun get it wrong ><").......

Then some of them gave me RM10

And the rest gave RM4 lo

 

 

@ @ dun know y this year i get 1 ang pao that gave me RM12... wondering who gave me ><"

 

Oh ya forget about my Moral Studies teacher - Mr Chin gave me ang pao too... get RM2 ^^

 

Anyway wish u all Happy Chinese New Year~!

Broke~~~~~

Sunday 14.1.2007

 

My friend had invite me go Prangin Mall with them in order to check the Nurse watch's price. After that we had found the RM19.90's nurse watch and i had bought it =.=" After that they go popular and i have buy so many item (all around RM13.00).. How wish this week wont ask for money to buy anything... WHO KNOW.....

 

 

Thursday 18.1.2007

Ms Koey said open RHB Bank with ATM card need RM20.... and My money left RM19 (OMG....).... no choise i have to borrow money from my friend Sue Ling.... *sigh*..... and need my Papa fatch me from Lam Hwa Ee nursing collage..... *faint*.......

 

No money~~~~~ No money~~~~~ need grab from papa again @ @

Genting Gathering

28 Dec 

11.00pm Take bus at Chai leng Park....

 

29 Dec

4.30am - Reach Awana... Max fatch me and bring me to the room number - 6516 Saw so many EDC member.. @ @

10.00am - wake up....

12.00pm - go down and meet Serene....after that we went to Bukit Bintang..

3.00pm++ start eating lunch =.=".... then go shoping

6.00pm went to King Crab....eat Crab... Met Mas and Asrar

9.00 pm Went to KTV

 

30 Dec

2.00am Leave KTV...Take coach

2.30am Reach Awana...Sleep

10.00am Wake up =.=

12.00pm Start go down and went to Time Squea

3.00pm Met Chermy..... having lunch at Mcd

7.00pm go to KL sentre and take coach back Skyway

8.00pm went back Awana,

10.30pm Go down Skyway, take cable to First world

11.00++ pm Met Alice jie...

 

31 Dec

2.00 am Take Awana cable... -.-"

2.30am ++ reach Awana, sleep

9.00am Wake up

11.30 am go to skyway take cable go first world

12.00pm go take dinner at Sushi King

2.00 pm reach theme park

7.30pm take KFC at first world, met serene

10.30pm went back Awana, take photo @ @

 

1 Jan

3.00am Sleep

9.30am Wake up

12.30pm went to skyway take cable

1.45pm take coach back Butterworth