Wednesday, May 23, 2007

The Story between Snow & Phantom ^^

One day i had read back all my testimonial at my friendster and realize that one of my best friend had asking that i'm still remember the day that how two of us met.... Hehehe.... Guess what? Of course i'm still remember ^^

  15 May 2006 was the first day for Snow who had decided to study Form 6 in S.M.K Seberang Jaya. Snow doesn't know the way to the school, before that Snow had ask one of her friend - Celestine and she had invite Snow to join her in that morning but Snow had refuse her because scare giving a lot of trouble and actually Snow scare to join Celestine because Snow heard that Celestine's brother - Azuru who was the person who drive the car @ @....

  There is noting special about the school... Teacher having orientation to let everyone to be familiar in this school ( Snow was transfer from the other school because the school don't have Form 6)

  Snow still remember... The day which is the class having the time to select the new monitor of the class and vise monitor. That is the first time Snow know about Phantom, he was be selected to become class monitor because most of Snow's schoolmate prefer to choose him then the other one... And Celestine had been selected to become vice monitor.

  Phantom love to talk especially when he talking with Celestine, they love to debate whatever they want. And one day suddenly they find out they need a treasurer so they decided to choose Snow as treasurer. Snow still remember the day before holiday, Phantom had become the leader who is going to lead Snow's friend go escape from the gate behind the school. That was very funny once they had success escape.

  After the few day which is Snow back from school holiday, Phantom had bring a bad news for Celestine that is Phantom decided to go AIMS for studies. So Celestine and Phantom had decided to choose Snow to become a new monitor of the class. With Phantom's help Snow had familiar with the school.

  One day, Chemistry teacher having an experiment and she want 2 person in 1 group. That time, Snow was neglected by all of her schoolmate and she was cry at the behind. Phantom suddenly had notice and he came to Snow and give tissue to her. Besides that, Phantom had invite Snow to join experiment with him (he was same group with Azuru). Snow was very happy that got people willing to group with her. Start from that day, Snow and Phantom had become a good friend and even whole class and Pn Savitri, the English teacher thought Snow and Phantom are in relationship. Phantom always accompany Snow no matter what subject they having and even rest time they still talk together. Because of Phantom, Snow get another 2 new friend - Tricia and Johnson.

  The day before Phantom leave, the teacher had decided to distribute the class become 2 class and unlucky the teacher had ask Celestine to make the name list of the two class. First time Celestine was told Snow about this that Snow will remain in first class, who know suddenly Snow had been change to 2nd class and she never tell Snow about that. It is unfair for Snow and Snow had told Phantom about this matter and Phantom also realize that Celestine distribute the class base on their friend and their gang. Within few minute Snow and Phantom going to searching Mr Mat Nor and complain about that. Besides that, Pn Savitri also know about that and at the end Pn Savitri had distribute base on the list that Celestine had made... Thank to Phantom who was willing to help Snow before he leave the school and Snow shall remember him forever who was a best friend of Snow.

Sunday, May 6, 2007

Start loving yourself before regret what u did in past!

Actually i went to ward working for 3 week... now is 2nd week and i saw 1 patient who have HIV positive (he from Medan)...

First time he was admit because he had headache about 3 week if i don't get it wrong... First time i was him he was unconscious all the time... That time doctor still don't know the main reason cause headache so need collect specimens for investigation. At the end staff nurse collect blood send to laboratory... They found out that he was HIV patient (HIV positive).

I think that he know his own condition if i don't get it wrong. He was very depress until he wanted to go out from bed to show that he was normal. Even his relative and his own wife can't stop him for doing that. His brother was require staff nurse for giving him injection for let him calm down.

I can see by my own eye that he love his own wife very much yet he have to go away from them in future because of the HIV ( He just 30++ years old)...And i can see that he look like very regret that what he had did in past(Although i don't know how he get HIV)... I feel very sorry for his wife because of him. His wife still willing to take care of him and always sit beside him. The next time he was very confuse until he become a child when kindargarten. He always shout: " Teacher, don't beat me..." Yet we all can not do anything for him include his relative and especially his own lovely wife.

Guys, did you think about your own family and your beloved before you did anything that will effect your own health in future? I know most of people don't care because they don't bother about their own life and future. But, once you become ill you will start regret why you had begin doing this and that... And your parent and your beloved will suffer because of you... They have to spend their time and have to earn money for treat you ill... But once u get terminal illness for example ADIS, they can't doing anything even to save your life too!

So, guys u have to start step out and stop your bad behavior like smoking or having intercourse around with different girls. Now of course you can't feel anything but you had made yourself to go to hell and once it is the time go out, all people who beside with you can not do anything for you. Step 1 step for your own future, and your own beloved.