Sunday, May 6, 2007

Start loving yourself before regret what u did in past!

Actually i went to ward working for 3 week... now is 2nd week and i saw 1 patient who have HIV positive (he from Medan)...

First time he was admit because he had headache about 3 week if i don't get it wrong... First time i was him he was unconscious all the time... That time doctor still don't know the main reason cause headache so need collect specimens for investigation. At the end staff nurse collect blood send to laboratory... They found out that he was HIV patient (HIV positive).

I think that he know his own condition if i don't get it wrong. He was very depress until he wanted to go out from bed to show that he was normal. Even his relative and his own wife can't stop him for doing that. His brother was require staff nurse for giving him injection for let him calm down.

I can see by my own eye that he love his own wife very much yet he have to go away from them in future because of the HIV ( He just 30++ years old)...And i can see that he look like very regret that what he had did in past(Although i don't know how he get HIV)... I feel very sorry for his wife because of him. His wife still willing to take care of him and always sit beside him. The next time he was very confuse until he become a child when kindargarten. He always shout: " Teacher, don't beat me..." Yet we all can not do anything for him include his relative and especially his own lovely wife.

Guys, did you think about your own family and your beloved before you did anything that will effect your own health in future? I know most of people don't care because they don't bother about their own life and future. But, once you become ill you will start regret why you had begin doing this and that... And your parent and your beloved will suffer because of you... They have to spend their time and have to earn money for treat you ill... But once u get terminal illness for example ADIS, they can't doing anything even to save your life too!

So, guys u have to start step out and stop your bad behavior like smoking or having intercourse around with different girls. Now of course you can't feel anything but you had made yourself to go to hell and once it is the time go out, all people who beside with you can not do anything for you. Step 1 step for your own future, and your own beloved.

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